There’s so much that could be said here.
I will say…I’ve experienced reciprocated love twice and both were beautiful. I’ve had to heal / am healing from both loves due to them needing to marry another woman.
It is a strange emotion to feel broken by someone yet desiring their happiness. Somehow, I’ve been dealt that hand twice.
I’ve come to accept that how I imagined marriage and what I’ve witnessed and experienced in my years is conflicting.
The desire to marry now seems to be draining from a hole that continually increases in size.
I can’t say my faith in marriage and love is lost.
However, something is…