This morning my Stinky fairy woke up crying, “Mommy”. She fell back to sleep on her own and woke up normally about a hour later. She came downstairs to me and while going potty makes a very sexually graphic statement for a three year old. She even acted out a piece. My mouth dropped….I’m sure. I looked at her, completely blown and simply said, “I love you”. After a few minutes, I decided we needed prayer. So, I cried and prayed over her.
So, then I’m lost in my thoughts while cleaning the house. I come back downstairs to find her in a corner…fondling/manipulating/whatever word with herself. I understand that they’re discovering and such but after the statement she had made… I had to take all the deep breaths.
To top all this off, CPS called to do a follow-up investigation today.
I called to speak with the case worker and therapist. .. no return call as of yet. Court is this week and I don’t know if the plan was decided to be changed or not.
I just have a lot of thoughts.. concerns…and doubts. I’m trying to lean on the only constant as of late…. Love.